The second day of the Creative Communications
IPP (Independent Personal Project) Presentations are over and done with. Only
half a day left.
Watching the second years give their spiels
about their inspirations, motivations, and trepidations concerning their
respective books, video docs and assorted other projects, I was most interested
in the ones done by a team.
2 people. Not one. Now initially, you could
be forgiven for thinking that two people means half the work. But not so – at
least in my experience.
With a team, there are the constant checks
ins to make sure you’re on the same page, the long-ass conversations when you
realize that you’re not, and the assumption that your mate is putting in as
many hours as you are.
Thankfully, in CreComm there aren’t many
group projects. (She said dryly.) Sitting in the auditorium, listening to quite
a few beautiful speeches, I couldn’t shake the nagging feeling that I was
falling further behind my own list of things to do.
I’d venture that the end of term is like this
for everyone in school. It’s that panic that sets in with just over a month to
go and a list of projects longer than both my arms. Everything will get done,
it always does. It won’t be your best work, it really can’t be.
But what’s killing me as I start my own
home-stretch is that I can’t control whether my teammates are running along
beside me at full-steam.
Because it’s not just that they’re bits
aren’t done, which in an individual project would only cause THEM additional
stress. When you’re working in a group, if somebody’s not finishing with their
phase one, there’s only so far you can go with phase two.
It waiting that peeves me right off.
So what does this mean for my mental health?
I’m asking this question: When working in a group, where should we set our
expectations? Should they be as high as the ones we set for ourselves? I don’t
think so – we tend to be a lot harder on ourselves than we need to be and it
seems expecting that out of someone you’ve know for eight months is setting
yourself up for certain failure. I’ve known myself for 20 years and I still
don’t meet all the ones I set for myself.
But I can’t accept that we should expect to
do more for the group than the others. I’ve always been the kid who said ‘Oh,
don’t worry about it. I’ll finish it up for us at home.’ But now, the projects
are bigger and we can’t do it alone. Well, we could. But we’d need a little
more time than CreComm allows.
So again, I ask a question: At what point do
you blow your top. (Naturally, in the most professional manner possible.)
And I’ll tell you. I’m not the only one
asking that today. With 5 major assignments due next week, anyone is likely to
combust with frantic energy.
And now, I must sign off. My shoulder is
killing me.
Jackie
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